最初的梦想(80)
8:57 PM
2dae....da last dae i can do preparation 4 2ml's audition....n damn it...im in my lowest point of da day...who can help me?actualy....dere's people helpin me....but y i still so bad???im rly sori if i cant get in...coz i seemed 2 hav wasted their time as dey bother 2 tel me wad im wrong...n i...o change....omg....feel so sad =(....no1 can help me le bah...
'practice makes perfect...u got practice hard...bud u r juz perfectin ur MISTAKES!'...dat's wad he tel me....ya...i m....but...i rly tried....i rly duno wad 2 sae le...maybe its true dat im brainless thus cannot tink...
ok....be4 i 4get....i wan 2 sae da things dose people tell me 2dae...another 10q 2 u all >.<:
js:tongue lighter....more air!!(haha on his nick de)
zx:more air...lik how i blast....btw,he sae dis is wad matthew alwaes tell him...
grace:i muz prac long tones coz i needa improve tone
thx...again...duno y...it juz make me feel fuzzy...despite all da sarcastic-but-true-n-helps-me remarks by my sl....ok..i noe he is tryin 2 help me...ok....he IS helpin me...but im....juz sad...sad...
lASTLY...wish every1 luck 2ml....kz?
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