搁浅(84)
9:14 PM
hi....actualy dis shld be my 2nd post...coz juz now i wan 2 post den i close da window...im sooo bad luck...y?y?y?life sux...damn sux....m i life?coz i sux...
2dae,shap test me...at 1st is set on mon 1...but 2 him,no difference....so he wan 2 settle 2dae...n after 2 times of playin....225 pumpins are wad i get...coz i flunk it!!!WTH........i hate myself!!!!!!ok....firstly,i rush...tone....i dun tink i got realize dat it sux...den...i duno liao....i juz noe dat...everything doesnt seem gd...
ok...i noe im not dose type of people who will ONLI put blame on herself...but....who 2 blame???i alr put alot of effot...its so unfair...i make an effort 2 go band rm prac everydae,prac very hard...or issit not hard enough???most importantly,i neglected sumthings n sum people...but im so kuku 2 flunk dat damn test!!!
haiz....if i cannot even play da basics...wad else can i play...emp over.?sg raph?...YEAH RITE!!! aybe i cant even playin essential elements....
*fallin sick,coughin,sniffin,sore throat...n sick of myself....
can any1 out dere take me away frm dis world?my shell may burst anytime coz it containz 2 much troubles...if it burst...i will needa face reality....take me away for 1 sec,1min,1hr,1 day,1 mth,1yr...or maybe....dun brin me back...pls...thx....4 bein my shelter...
i noe got sum friens out dere who cares 4 me...but sori....i needa hide in my shel 4 awhile....juz awhile....
dose who also wana escape frm reality....find me...ok...maybe i can help u much....but u wil feel beta 2 be 2gether....
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