28042011
1:46 AM
Listening to:2am-The Best Love (최고의 사랑)
While waiting for my drama to be uploaded, i went blog-hopping and read some blogs of people from my secondary school. Most of their blogs were either changed or deleted. But there are some that still uses the same blog faithfully. Though i didn't read the details of their blogposts(prefer pictures to words but don't like pictures without words accompanying them so end up scanning through bits and pieces of words that caught my eye), the little info i picked up is enough for me to know how are they doing.
The more i read, the more lonely i feel. this happens sometimes i look at others facebook(er...i don't do that often...really O.O). everyone seems to be living their lives fruitfully-experiencing different kinds of emotions everyday. i think i envy them as i feel like i'm experiencing an emotion plateau. perhaps it's the side-effect of working alone.
I never hate working alone. in fact, i kinda enjoy it and have got used to it. don't think many people get a chance to sit in a nice and peaceful shop, in a place that looks like a mini raffles hotel. but the more i enjoy working alone, the more i worry for myself as my ability to socialise gradually weakens. i don't really count interacting with customers as "sociallising". yes, we talk and laugh at things that sound funny, but that's it. we say bye after they collect their dresses or return the stuffs they rent.
ok, my drama is uploaded.
basically, i'm trying to see how much i can type if i just keep on going. i guess, this is considered a record.
-ittookyearsforutorealise-
